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- Book name. : “Papio Story” (君の膵臓をたべたい).
- Author . :住野 よる .
- Illustrator. :loundraw.
- Japan Publishing. : Shuangyeshe/Shuangyeshe ジュニア Library Two editions, one volume is over.
- Continental Publishing. : Huazhong University of Science and Technology Press.
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I have tried to love it. .
——[French] Father Pierre Epitaph.
It’s ridiculous, I actually wrote a lot of epitaphs for myself, trying to sum up this life that is not dazzling. Perhaps my heart is somewhat expecting the silence after a long sleep, but it is always difficult to trace the snoring in the last moment. If oneself, someone around me is about to go to the end of life, do I still have the courage to stick to the social distance of 46~122cm? .
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Fiction Japanese version of the single line cover. .
In 2015, a novel was born, sweeping across Japan’s major book sales charts, it has a strange title “Jun の 想要 (want to eat your pancreas)”, and The author lived in the first novel officially published by the Noon Teacher. In just three years, it has expanded from novels to comics, live-action movies, animated films and other media, and has become a hot new IP. .
Eat the pancreas, is this a savage ogre novel, or a gimmick that does not match the inscription? With a full of doubts, I began a unique reading experience that spanned life and death, and sent out the first paragraph of this article. .
The male owner who went to the hospital for cecal surgery unintentionally opened a secret diary “Common Disease Library”, which records the author and the pancreas to survive together, and the owner of the diary is himself High school classmate Yamauchi Sakura. The man knows the secret of Sakura Liang: Sakura’s life expectancy is only one year left. .
Gloomy teenager + terminally ill girl, this kind of opening can’t talk about new ideas. The readers who have experienced a lot of battles can imagine several endings, and do a good job of “three preventions” to prevent defamatory and preventive tears. The teacher who stayed in the night smiled slightly. If the plot was guessed by you, can the book sell more than 2 million copies? .
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Fiction Japanese version of the library cover. .
Female Sakura is a lively and cheerful personality. Although she is terminally ill, she still maintains her original life to the maximum extent. Only her parents and male lords know about illness. The style of the novel is lively, and the plot looks the same as the general youth novel. The work of the male bishop Sakura-liang book committee, the two went to eat barbecue, eat dessert, travel together with Shinkansen, and even spend the night in the same hotel room. .
But this liveliness are just “looks”. The character of the man is inwardly closed, has no interest in others, and there is no situation in which she loves Sakura at first sight. The relationship between the two has always been that the male owner was led by Sakura, and catered to her various requirements. For Sakura, the man who knows the secret is the only person who can give her the truth and normal life. So, the male lord, the connection with Sakura is his active choice, or because the wishes of the terminally ill patients make it difficult for him. Refuse? .
The author deliberately concealed the name of the man, and distinguished him from the relationship between him and Sakura with the names of “classic students who know secrets”, “classy classmates”, and “good students who have a good relationship.” The plot is promoted by many dialogues. Most of the depictions are trivial matters of daily life. The heavy words such as “terminal illness”, “death”, and “heaven” are inadvertently mentioned, as if they have become sparse. .
Everyone knows that one day they will die, but very few people will think deeply about death. As a part of the journey of life, death is the same as living, irrelevant taboos, imperceptible and destined to come. Sakura’s optimism is not a sorrowful smile, but her true will and the vibration of life. The sun rises and falls every day. There are always emotions, words, and behaviors that gradually accumulate in our lives and constitute the weight of life. .
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The novel version of the book in mainland China, the cover is a mirror image of the Japanese version of the book.
This book was translated as “pancreatic language” when it was published in mainland China. It is a cultural difference between China and Japan. The publisher has its own considerations. Sakura is suffering from pancreatic terminal illness. The novel mentions that “the former person who eats the other part of the animal if the body is not good”, the original name “Jun の 膵臓をたべたい” literally translated “I want to eat your pancreas Dirty is actually a secret discourse shared by Sakura and the male owner. .
Perhaps “The moonlight is beautiful tonight” is a romantic lie, but “eat your pancreas” is only the magic that belongs to her and him. This Friday (September 14th) live-action movie version will be released in mainland China, translated as “Missing Hand Ji”, starred by Hamabe Miho, Kitamura, Sea, Oguri Shun, Kitagawa Keiko, etc., the plot and the original slightly Differences will bring new touches to the audience on the big screen. .
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The live-action movie “Missing the Age” poster. .
Destiny is manpower and unreachable. Regarding the disease of Yingliang, the description of the novel is relatively rough. It emphasizes that there is one year and half a year left in life expectancy. The pancreas is a symbol of loss and death. In the second half of the novel, with the extension of the hospital stay of Sakura, the main activity of the male lord became a disease. In the limited space of the ward, the two people gradually became clear about each other’s minds. .
He thought that he was passively following, and actually made a choice for everything; she thought she was terminally ill, but left her uneasiness in the “common disease library.” Introspective, he is just complementary to her cheerful and optimistic, her friends and above, her lover is not full, and the complex emotions that cannot be accurately defined and named are especially appealing to readers. .
People are ordinary, but they can’t remember and can’t. The reality is neither simple nor down, 90% of the plains run through you and my life. Time is linear forward and irreversible, and everything will not come once it is missed. After a few years in the ordinary afternoon, you will miss a person for a long time, just like missing our past. The days of laughter have not faded, because we have tried our best to live, as Nietzsche said: “Every day that has never danced is a disappointment to life.”
The last suspense of the novel is the “common disease library” written by Sakura, which records the secret diary of Sakura’s inner feelings during her illness as her “sacrifice”. Regardless of how others accompany you, there is still a lack of specific imagination of death. The Yanliang Liangren, who is terminally ill, is most qualified to discuss “living.” .
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An animated film version that has been released in Japan. .
Life is impermanent but ordinary, but love is not to be overwhelmed, we will eventually bid farewell to the world after the “lover-like quarrel.” If there is only one sentence left in the epitaph of the novel, what is more sweet than “want to eat your pancreas”.